So this is my first post, and I'm not overly sure why I'm doing this but I suppose it's to put my thoughts down somewhere rather than to let them accumulate in my head, whirling round all the time, replaying over and over like a really irritating song that's stuck in your head. I've been having trouble sleeping lately as I'm analysing everything, I've always been a bit of an Insomniac, however this time it's the fact that there is no room left in the inn for my thoughts so they just stay in my head leaving my brain no choice but to play the rather dull set list.
I'm also hoping that if I document things I may learn from them in the future, I can but hope. I've never really been one to actually learn from my mistakes though. I'm a bit slow in realising that I am repeating the same patterns of behaviour until it's too late. So fingers crossed that blogging will be the answer to this.
My blog will probably be me moaning, about negative things, I tend to moan quite a lot, however I'm a strong believer that it's better out than in. I never used to share my emotions and it sent me round the bend, so much so I ended up in therapy. Therapy taught me a lot and I do feel that I know myself a lot more now, but there is always more to learn.
I'd just like to mention my dislike for ads on web pages.... I'm currently watching Being Erica and they keep playing really loudly it's driving me insane, especially at this time of night.
Back to what I was saying, whilst the ads are behaving themselves, I do hope that this blog will also feature things that I like as well and things that are positive, I don't want to come across as the worlds most grumpy 27 year old, I probably am in the running, but I do hope that I'm not as bad as I think of myself.
Anyways I will start blogging properly soon, I just thought I should post my first blog so that my page didn't look so empty.
